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ALEXMALISM

by Alexmalism

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1.
暮 Dusk 03:00
日落是平淡 西山不往返 寂靜是無限 身軀影隻單 越踏步 夕陽越遠去 思想解放去入睡 夜幕蔓延 夢已醉 只懂得追趕 誰 If we affirm one single moment, we thus affirm not only ourselves but all existence. For nothing is self-sufficient, neither in us ourselves nor in things; and if our soul has trembled with happiness and sounded like a harp string just once, all eternity was needed to produce this one event—and in this single moment of affirmation all eternity was called good, redeemed, justified, and affirmed. (Nietzsche) 海天一線 望遠處 山丘支配 夜進駐 星體驟然 話絮語 給燈光指引 路遠處 是我 找不到方向 在夜中 望見你那模樣 原來是 我在夢 見那雙 眼眸 這一輩子 不可以知 The sunset is dull, the west mountain does not go back and forth Silence is infinite, the body and shadow are only alone The further you step, the farther the sunset goes free mind to fall asleep The night is spreading, the dream is drunk Only know who to chase If we affirm one single moment, we thus affirm not only ourselves but all existence. For nothing is self-sufficient, neither in us ourselves nor in things; and if our soul has trembled with happiness and sounded like a harp string just once, all eternity was needed to produce this one event—and in this single moment of affirmation all eternity was called good, redeemed, justified, and affirmed. (Nietzsche) The sea and the sky look into the distance domination of the hill night Astral whisper in a sudden Guide the light, it's me in the distance I can't find the way. I saw your appearance in the night. It turned out to be I'm dreaming about those eyes this lifetime I don't know
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夢是夢 或是一種真相 是風吹過你的臉 但是現 實並不需知道 在心中不散的火焰 屏幕發光 誰又在記住那 無人問津的瑣碎事與情 誰又會講 Do you remember me? 從來沒記得這 發現過程 看那數據結果不意外 甚麼都是意識的命題 每句鳥語是一種計算 如可解密那思想字謎 才不過一字兩手三問四取 虛擬角色 你便迷惘 曾聽說今日這刻記憶中找到 虛幻妄想 那臉龐 你我每秒說千億廢話 但都不能說清楚約誓 智慧算法定數天注定 誰都不能破解這問題 從此我今日這刻望不清一切 虛幻妄想 終一世 Dream, is dream, or is a form of truth that wind blows on your face However, the reality doesn't need to know the immortal fire inside the heart the screen glows who would ever memorize things that no one cares about? who would ever say "Do you remember me?" no one remembers this process of discovery See? The data result is unsurprising everything is a statement of the cognition Every bird calls is a form of calculation only if we decipher the riddle of the mind It's only one word, two hands, three questions, and four requirements in front of virtual characters, you are confused Once said today, at this moment, the memory has found out the face of the deceptive delusion You and I have spoken billions of nonsense in every second still cannot say clearly the oath The intelligent algorithm is the destiny No one can decipher this question Since today at this moment, I see everything without clarity but deceptive delusion for the rest of the life
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海 Ocean 03:47
是你吧 在落葉的季度 讓我 迷失得顛倒 那檔案 訴說你我一切 句句都要是结局提早 沒有吧 段落大可刪改 宇宙 怎可主宰 這基因 不過是種宿命 隕石墜下 在摧毁舊城 *誰在哪夜 聽海浪 浪泊邊緣 天仰望 望見遠雲 星震盪 是我心頭 星閃發光* 時 光 一去不復返 是你吧 是你吧 別仰望 末日後的國度 是你 藏於海邊廢土 那空氣 進佔每次呼吸 化作 污染物眼淚微泣 下雨吧 落下另一山坡 但已沒 種子可結果 這星體 不過是一種運 宇宙萬物 並不會在乎 * 時 光 一去不復返 最你吧 是我 吧 Is it you? In the season of falling leaves get me lost upside down That file tells everything about you and me Every sentences must have an early ending No, paragraphs can be deleted How can the universe rule This gene is just a fate The meteorite fell, destroying the old city who listens to the waves on which night The edge of the waves, the sky looks up Seeing the distant clouds, the stars vibrate It's my heart, the stars are shining Time is gone is it you, is it you Don't look to the post-apocalyptic kingdom It's you hiding in the seaside wasteland That air takes up every breath Turned into pollutant tears Let it rain, fall down another hillside But there are no seeds to bear fruit This star is but a fortune The universe doesn't care who listens to the waves on which night The edge of the waves, the sky looks up Seeing the distant clouds, the stars vibrate It's my heart, the stars are shining Time is gone is it you, is it me
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假的你是誰 真的我是負累 通通都是胡亂說的犯罪 真的你又是誰 假的你在入睡 只得我斷言立約再趕 追 *誰又可驗證我信仰 原來 你已早知這幻象 是非 從來無理 不說話怎可以想* 窺看那臉容 (臉容) 倒影裡是朦朧 (矇朧) 怎可以自行驗證這幻夢 (誰在發夢) 身分證實無人 (是誰) 消失殆盡人群 (是妄念) 星空裡月兒沒法計光分 (是甚麼距離) *誰又可 (是你和我) 驗證我信仰 (去驗證你信仰)原來 你 (我不說話)已早知這幻象 (你終知道) 是非 (無論對錯)從來無理 (是你和我) 不說話 (沉默)怎可以想* Who are you, fake? I'm really tired It's all bullshit crime Who are you really? The fake you are sleeping I have to make a promise to make a covenant and then chase after Who can verify my beliefs? It turns out that you already knew this illusion Right or wrong is never reasonable Without speaking, how can you think? Peek at that face (face) In the reflection is hazy (hazy) How can you verify this dream by yourself? (Who is dreaming?) No one has been identified (who?) Disappearing the crowd (it's a delusion) In the starry sky, the moon cannot measure the light points (at what distance?) Who can (you and me) Verify my belief? (Go to verify your belief) So you (I don't speak) Already knew this vision (you know it) Right or wrong (True or false) never unreasonable (it's you and me) Without speaking (silence) How can you think? (How can you think?) Who can verify my beliefs? It turns out that you already knew this illusion Right or wrong is never reasonable Without speaking, how can you think?
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一剎間 盛夏綻放了柑桔果子的氣息 只記得 熱夜乘載了丁香香氣滿懷寂靜 是髮尖 在臉上留下了 香根草的自然茂盛 香氣是記憶 芳草在嘆息 轉眼間 落葉遺下了馥郁香草樹林味道 廣藿香 幻夢遇上了香脂琥珀雪松夢露 是晚霜 在臉上留下玫瑰煙草給交結的鬚 海風與晚香 梔子嘆午騷 檀香充斥肌膚擴散 是夢迴回到那風景 癒創木修補苦與痛 是自然重塑那心聲 無花果不結花 沉香苦戀桂花 你是百合 我是花椒 根本思想不配 吧 涎香給沖洗漂泊拍 岸自然無價貴香氛 玫瑰需蒸氣穿透百 練練成傳說百千金 茶香消失太急 是鳶尾花太狠 我是柑橘 你是絲絨 根本色彩不配 吧 冬天的雪 是甚麼香 薰衣的草 在幻想 肌膚的氣 味是風霜 水中的你 在歌唱 春天的氣象 在放縱(洋葵香) 蘇醒的獸 是萬千種(麝香) 風景的嗅味 是春風(泥濘雨香) 香水的你 是暗湧 檀香充斥肌膚擴散 是夢迴回到那風景 癒創木修補苦與痛 是自然重塑那心聲 無花果不結花 沉香苦戀桂花 你是百合 我是花椒 根本思想不配 吧 迷失於千億種氣韻 但味道隨散變清空 人生苦短可否縱愛 定斷然投愛那一香 無聲音的空息 是鏗鏘的記憶 我是聲音 你是氣味 可否聽你不作 話 海風與晚香 梔子嘆午騷 香氣是記憶 芳草在嘆息 In an instant, the midsummer blooms with the scent of citrus fruits I just remember that the hot night was filled with the scent of cloves and filled with silence It's the tips of the hair that leave the natural lush of vetiver on the face Fragrance is memory, and herbs are sighing In the blink of an eye, the fallen leaves left behind the scent of the fragrant vanilla forest Patchouli Fantasy meets Balsam Amber Cedar Monroe It's a night cream that leaves rosy tobacco on the face for tangled beards Sea Breeze and Tuberose Gardenia sighs at noon Sandalwood fills the skin and diffuses, it is a dream to return to that scenery Guaiac repairs suffering and pain, it is nature to reshape that voice Figs do not bear flowers, and agarwood bitterly loves osmanthus, You are lily and I am pepper. I don't deserve it at all, right? Ambergris is a natural priceless fragrance from washing and drifting Roses need steam to penetrate a hundred years of experience and become a legend The scent of tea disappears too quickly, it's because the irises are too ruthless. I'm citrus and you're velvet, the colors don't match, right? What is the smell of snow in winter? lavender in fantasy The smell of the skin is hardship You are singing in the water The weather of spring is indulging (Anemone) Thousand species of beats have awaken (Musk) The smell of the scenery is the spring breeze (petrichor) Perfume, you are undercurrent Sandalwood fills the skin and diffuses, it is a dream to return to that scenery Guaiac repairs suffering and pain, it is nature to reshape that voice Figs do not bear flowers, and agarwood bitterly loves osmanthus, You are lily and I am pepper. I don't deserve it at all, right? Lost in the hundreds of billions of charms, but the taste empties as it disperses Life is too short to indulge in love The silent breath goes through the crevices with the breeze, I am the grass and you are the flower, can I listen to you without saying a word? Sea Breeze and Tuberose and gardenia sighs at noon Fragrance is memory herbs are sighing
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漆黑 天空 看不見 路線 機車 點火 乘引擎 出戰 雙手 捉緊 那腰間 的正面 (Tell me where’s your sensitive point) 呼吸 急促 隨力場 上漲 聲音 短促 像猛禽 歌唱 一攻 一守 還沒有 心退讓 (I’d like to do it without barriers) 是快樂的痛在迴盪 是晚夜風的香配方 是秘密資訊不去講(怎去講) 在某夜相約在沿岸 是你在街邊夜遊蕩 讓我目光折射回望(是你在街邊給回望) 今晚 賞面 來地牢 熱舞 聽朝 點樣 誰在乎 乾燥 歌聲 響起 再興起 新舞步(Do you wanna dance with me) 一扭 一曲 看衣領 畫記 一呼 一吸 是誘惑 的你 肢體 衝擊 在絕處 生了機(Let me know you further tonight) 是血肉的痛在迴盪 是雨夜沾污我眼光 在秘密都市不去講(怎去講) 沒記錄的種種明狀 是信念消失於這邦 是誘惑支配這一方(讓我地今晚去探訪) dark sky, no route visible The bike ignites and takes the engine to battle Grasp the front of the waist with both hands (Tell me where’s your sensitive spots) shortness of breath rises with force field The voice is short and sings like a bird of prey One attack and one defense, still not in the mood to retreat (I’d like to do it without barriers) It's the joyful pain reverberating It is the fragrant formula of the evening breeze It's secret information not to tell (how to tell) Meet up on the coast one night It's you wandering the streets at night Let my eyesight refracts back (It's you who looked back from the street) Tonight, come to the dungeon dance Next day whatever, who cares about dryness The singing is sounded, and new dance steps are raised again (Do you wanna dance with me?) Twist and twist, look at the collar drawing Every breath is tempting you Limb shock came to life (Let me know you further tonight) It's the pain of flesh and blood reverberating It's the rainy night that stains my eyes In the secret city not to talk (how to talk) Undocumented identities It is faith that has disappeared in this place It's temptation to dominate this side (Let us visit there tonight)
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灰 Grey 03:33
* 睜開雙眼看天 灰黑色的晚煙 手指數算著 那月那星那日那 迷霧天邊 不知怎麼會點 薄霧掩蓋這天 灰燼侵佔入 這地這海這山這 無人街邊 * ** 我 越行越遠 跌入霧裡 你 越行越近 但無話句 地 裂縫盡處 並無絕對 錯的 對的 錯的 對的 都 統統不錯 你 放下力氣 任由下跌 我 自難自棄 盡途力竭 火 終會點熄 自然定理 (對的 錯的 對的 錯的 都 統統不對) ** 從來無 記掛節日氣氛 原來無 星體可以再生 是淡忘 地球那城樂韻 作曲 奏響 你歌 我歌 都 不需終句 誰懷疑 思想可以說謊 是霓虹 燈火失去了光 在地圖 某地某城 抹光 笑聲 喊聲 記憶 知識 都 統統失去 *** 灰燼遮蓋了天空 是你離去後的光度 呼吸聲從沒間斷 但已沒理由再數 *** 何時才 知曉世事變更 茫茫人 海中消散氣溫 只不過 身與心裡沒有 血管 脈搏 器官 氣息 都只可批去 事物和 空間只有壓縮 零和遊 戲到一切結束 不知道 光與影與照片 眼睛 眉目 耳朵 嘴巴 都不可比對 *** * Open your eyes and look at the sky, the gray-black evening smoke The fingers count the month, the star, the day, the misty sky “I don’t know how”, the mist covers the day Ashes invaded this land, this sea, this mountain, this deserted street I go farther and farther and fall into the fog You are getting closer and closer, but you have no words There's nothing wrong with the ground fissures, it's all right, it's wrong, it's all right, it's all good You put down your strength and let it fall I'm trying my best to give up The fire will eventually go out the law of nature (right wrong right wrong wrong all wrong) Never forget the festive atmosphere It turns out that no stars can regenerate It is to forget the rhythm of the city on the earth, compose a song, play your song, my song does not need a final sentence Who doubts that the mind can lie It's the neon lights that have lost their light On a map, somewhere, in a city, all laughter, cries, memories, knowledge are all lost Ashes cover the sky, it's the luminosity after you left Breathing never stops, but there's no reason to count anymore When do you know the world has changed The vast people dissipate the temperature in the sea It's just that the body and heart do not have blood vessels, pulses, organs, or breath. Things and spaces are only compressed Zero sum game to the end I don't know, light and shadow and photos, eyes, eyebrows, ears, mouth are incomparable Ashes cover the sky, it's the luminosity after you left Breathing never stops, but there's no reason to count anymore I go farther and farther and fall into the fog You are getting closer and closer, but you have no words There's nothing wrong with the ground fissures, it's all right, it's wrong, it's all right, it's all good You put down your strength and let it fall I'm trying my best to give up The fire will eventually go out the law of nature (right wrong right wrong wrong all wrong)
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夢裡重生 蝶夢蝶 還是酒醒再醉 記憶猶新 是萬象 重現千億百歲 百川流海 流淌於 心裡面那堡壘 看不見 那方向 無盡處 無話說 時代與惡夢 我不可拒絕 是宇宙 是信念 沒仰望 是渺茫 在這一息間裡 你給我安葬 我身在 顫抖震 那雙眼 給安放 放進於土壤裡 我終可釋放 是血肉 是妄念 是結局 沒有夢 無謂說誰是我 誰是你 齊斷送 這身軀 不見得 不說得不要得 這海港 批了山 封了土 消了失 我 看不清楚 明天世界 沒有聲音 時光太快 失了聲 沒有字句 詮釋世界 的一切 看到的 聽到的 碰倒的 感覺 是淡然 無味覺 無直覺 無脈搏 必須要 無視覺 無幻覺 無自覺 這心態 說不清 聽不清 看不清 不需要 說一聲 我終於 理心安 消失於 無盡處 時代裡 人在看 可不可 回望那 迷夢裡 那星光 可不可再哭泣 可不可說抑鬱 可不可 可不可 字裡行間 無窮無盡處 Rebirth in a dream, butterfly dream butterfly, still sober and then drunk The memory is still fresh, it is Vientiane, reappearing hundreds of billions of years old A hundred rivers and flowing seas flow in the fortress in my heart I can't see that direction, there's nothing to say Times and nightmares I can't refuse It's the universe, it's belief, I don't look up, it's vague In this breath you buried me I'm trembling and trembling, those eyes are placed Put it in the soil and I can finally release it It is flesh and blood, it is delusion, it is the end, there is no dream No need to say who is me and who is you This body doesn't necessarily have to say it doesn't matter This seaport has been filled by the mountains, sealed off and disappeared. I can't see the world of tomorrow no sound, time goes too fast no voice, no words Interpret everything in the world seen heard knocked down Feel Indifferent, no taste, no intuition, no pulse Must have no vision, no hallucinations, no consciousness I can't tell, I can't hear, I can't see I don't need to say a word, I finally feel at ease Disappearing in the Endless Age, people are watching Can you look back at the starlight in the dream Can I stop crying, can I say depression? Is it possible? between the lines of infinity
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詩可以點樣寫 蜘蛛似一輛車 前後移動 車廂裡點首歌 我邊寫再邊聽歌 然後在終點見到 鯨魚 鯨魚在星空種了 大樹 樹陰下風起了吹奏風笛 我諗緊咩 歌可以點樣寫 月亮能否出聲 記憶錯失 不知道怎出名 你邊睇我在認命 無論是首詩結構 無聊 其實是首歌實驗並不要 字句並不需要斟酌心照 你諗緊咩 靈感 來自生活 來自生命 是一種夢 時光 無謂光澤 無謂黑白 是七彩夢 *一天一色一海一廣闊的夢幻 (今天我決定不管一切去往返) 天色已晚星空給光照更美好 (星映照心中詩意今晚要細數)* Poetry can be written spider like a car Move back and forth, order a song in the car I write and listen to songs And see the whale at the end Whale planted a tree in the starry sky The wind blows the bagpipes under the shade of the trees I'm thinking songs can be written Can the moon make a sound Lost memory, don't know how to be famous You watch me accept my fate Whether the poem structure is boring In fact, it is a song experiment and not Words don't need careful consideration are you tight Inspired by life From life is a dream time meaningless luster Pointless black and white is a colorful dream *One day, one color, one sea, one vast dream (Today I decided to go back and forth regardless of everything) The sky is late, the starry sky makes the light better (The poetry in the heart being reflected by the stars will be counted tonight)*
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晨 Dawn 03:35
夜到盡頭 是髮尖 乾爽了 望見盡頭 沒有星 消失了 再見那街燈 遠離那天際界限 聽見那海拍 對岸那青蔥氾濫 碰到你肌膚 折射那風的歌曲 嗅覺與感官 接受那海的感觸 樹葉蘇醒了 時鐘給尖叫 月光消失了 鳥在天空起飛了 時間過得真快 浪費了幾多青春歲月講拜拜 其實我討厭say goodbye you know I know I’ll be just fine 唔期待你會原諒我 事實我早已不想再諗太多 人世裡有太多結果 唔戴眼鏡根本看不清楚 四面迷霧 通通消散 終點不遠 在前方 結局無盡 不需感嘆 是你我一起趕去的遠方 *天光了 望見光輝照 照耀了 身體細胞發光 天光了 望見光輝照 照耀了 光陰四邊八方* At the end of the night, my hair is dry Seeing the end, stars disappeared Goodbye to the street light, far from the horizon I heard the sea shot, the greenery on the other side is flooding The song that touches your skin reflects the wind Smell and Senses Receive the touch of the sea The leaves wake up and the clock screams The moonlight disappeared and the birds took off in the sky Time flies so fast, how many years of youth were wasted saying goodbye Actually I hate saying goodbye you know I know I'll be just fine I don't expect you to forgive me. The fact is that I don't want to think about it too much. There are too many results in this world, I can't see clearly without glasses The fog all around dissipates The end is not far ahead Endless ending, no need to sigh It's the distance that you and I rush to together The sky is bright, I see the radiance, it shines, the cells of the body glow The sky is bright, I see the brilliance, it shines in all directions The sky is bright, I see the radiance, it shines, the cells of the body glow The sky is bright, I see the brilliance, it shines in all directions

about

After countless sleepless nights in his studio in Tai Kok Tsui, Alexmalism aka Alex Yiu is presenting his self-titled album "ALEXMALISM".

Alexmalism’s self-titled album "ALEXMALISM" is about a singer-songwriter and music producer Alex Yiu aka Alexmalism uses music and words to process his anxiety, erotic desire, depression and hope about the future, love, the Internet and the urban environment. Although the songs in "ALEXMALISM" can be considered as Cantopop technically, the music style is all-encompassing, from Deconstructed Club, to Trip-hop, Breakbeat, Trap, Industrial, Trance, Drill etc. These styles play the role of supporting various emotions under the lyrics driven melody dominated by Cantonese contour.

"Dusk" combines Nietzsche's words recited by WaveNet artificial intelligence and singing with movie-like soundtracks to kick off the album, it is a story that takes place after dusk to flicker in between one's own dream/non-dream. "Virtual Delusion" combines the heavy beats of Synthwave and hardcore, using lyrics to deal with the alienation of the relationship between people and people behind the screen. "Ocean'' takes the audience back to the author's mind with 90s-style Trip-hop, and uses the post-apocalyptic city as a metaphor for the passing of love. "True and False, You and Me" was produced by music producer Kelvin T. in the style of deconstructing club music, the lyrics wander around an imaginary "you", questioning the right or wrong of his own beliefs. With dreamy texture and rhythm, the lyrics of "Fragrance" uses various notes and names commonly found in perfumes to symbolize the different personalities and concepts in people. "Secret City'' turns a brisk industrial style rhythm, showing eroticism in the dark corner of the city that has lost hope. "Grey'' expresses anxiety about the world with dark trap music. "Dream Within" is a Dancehall/trance hybrid track with very tight lyrics to find an exit in a lost dream. "Whale. Luna. Starry Night" expresses the author's fantasy and the distress of creation with poetic lyrics. "Dawn", as the final song of this album, begins the verse with a trance-like opening, and then a Drill section suddenly comes, and at the end concludes with an artificial choir consisting of Alexmalism’s voice to farewell the night and welcome the dawn.

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released October 18, 2022

All composed, performed and produced (except 4) by Alexmalism
Track 4 is co-produced by Alexmalism and Kelvin T

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